new year

Dan tahun baru 2014 pun siap disambut.

Tahun ini begitu sulit, hem benar-benar sedang diberikan ujian  cause I never imagined that I will lost my worth people in this world. That was painess which I faced in this year

But im very grateful that I or we can pass this matter and very grateful too we still take a long breath until now.

Next,

Nilai ip? Sepertinya cukup turun  im not too serious for my studying in this section of edu system so regret for that. Harus jauh, jauh lebih serius dan jauh lebih baik lagi di semester depan… 
i know such a careless peson i am but well yeah, just gonna let my life happens and do the best

Tahun ini berhasil juga jadi guru privat, yah setelah lama mau ngajar privat karena terbentur restu papa awalnya namun akhirnya tersampaikan juga. Ocha nama muridnya and she is so cute, new experience that Ive known

Cepat ya setahun berlalu,

In next year, hoping I can be a better me in the whole ways and have a marvelous year ahead. More bliss, less sorrow. Seeking God's grace and always be okay in all of part of my life and family especially for my dearest mom is imperative, 

those heavy days are over and im so hyped in welcoming my new life page

welcome 2014 :-D

Shakespeare

For info

You know, Shakespeare?

William Shakespeare (26 April 1564-23 April 1616) wa as English and playwright, widely regarded as the greater writer in English language and the world’s pre-eminent dramatist. He is often called England’s national poet and the “Bard of Avon”. His extant works, including some collaborations, consist of about 38 plays, 154 sonnets, two long narrative poems, and a few other verses, the autoship of some of which is uncertain. His plays have been translated into every major living language and are performed more often than those of any other playwright.

Theres a lot brilliant poems which was made as his masterpiece

And here is most I like

Sigh No More

Sigh no more, ladies, sigh no more,

Men were deceivers ever;

One foot in sea, and one on shore,

To one thing constant never.

Then sigh not so,

But let them go,

And be you blith and bonny,

Converting all your sounds of woe

Into Hey nonny, nonny.

Sing no more ditties, sing no mo

Of dumps so dull and heavy;

The fraud of men was ever so,

Since summer first was leavy.

Then sigh not so,

But let them go,

And be you blith and bonny,

Converting all your sounds of woe

Into Hey nonny, nonny.

Blow, Blow, Thou Winter Wind

Blow, blow, thou winter wind

Thou art not so unkind

As man's ingratitude;

Thy tooth is not so keen,

Because thou art not seen,

Although thy breath be rude.

Heigh-ho! sing, heigh-ho! unto the green holly:

Most frendship if feigning, most loving mere folly:

Then heigh-ho, the holly!

This life is most jolly.

Freeze, freeze thou bitter sky,

That does not bite so nigh

As benefits forgot:

Though thou the waters warp,

Thy sting is not so sharp

As a friend remembered not.

Heigh-ho! sing, heigh-ho! unto the green holly:

Most friendship is feigning, most loving mere folly:

Then heigh-ho, the holly!

This life is most jolly.

A Fairy Song

Over hill, over dale,

Thorough bush, thorough brier,

Over park, over pale,

Thorough flood, thorough fire!

I do wander everywhere,

Swifter than the moon's sphere;

And I serve the Fairy Queen,

To dew her orbs upon the green;

The cowslips tall her pensioners be;

In their gold coats spots you see;

Those be rubies, fairy favours;

In those freckles live their savours;

I must go seek some dewdrops here,

And hang a pearl in every cowslip's ear.

All the World's a Stage

All the world's a stage,

And all the men and women merely players;

They have their exits and their entrances,

And one man in his time plays many parts,

His acts being seven ages. At first, the infant,

Mewling and puking in the nurse's arms.

Then the whining schoolboy, with his satchel

And shining morning face, creeping like snail

Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,

Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad

Made to his mistress' eyebrow. Then a soldier,

Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard,

Jealous in honor, sudden and quick in quarrel,

Seeking the bubble reputation

Even in the cannon's mouth. And then the justice,

In fair round belly with good capon lined,

With eyes severe and beard of formal cut,

Full of wise saws and modern instances;

And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts

Into the lean and slippered pantaloon,

With spectacles on nose and pouch on side;

His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide

For his shrunk shank, and his big manly voice,

Turning again toward childish treble, pipes

And whistles in his sound. Last scene of all,

That ends this strange eventful history,

Is second childishness and mere oblivion,

Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything.

William Shakespeare

untruth

its bothering me lately.

Like.. just be true.
 

I would denied if I could when my best lie, but the fact was different.

Something in my heart was burst when I realized that it just an untruth.

Untruth...
maybe those matter so simple but not to me
when you think that the simple thing is proper to hide out, it will become your habbit directly moreover for big thing insist.

the second point is, just be true. again.

i know sometimes you feel like super angry knowing one of your best is fake or two faced or hypocriate or anything else. That’s normal,
just be true, of what you really feel cause it is about sharing everything, no lies, no bullshits and no heart ache

and then,

Making a distance is one of  instant solutions to cover up the saviour feeling which u have, or just run away as response for everything that have done.

I have tried to do that, but its enough.

Cukup tau aja.

Obviously it was disappointed but it happened
and now everything seems distruth. But let it be, it would paid in the end.

Believe it,

Annishaff

Dua minggu terakhir ini jadi ikut kegiatan Keputrian Annishaff ( kegiatan yang memang diadakan setiap seminggu sekali oleh tim penyelenggara Keputrian fakultas Sains dan Teknologi yang bertempatkan di mushola). 

Awalnya merasa mau tak mau, namun setelah ikut banyak sekali hal bermanfaat yang dapat diperoleh disana. Mulai dari pembicara sampai materi yang disampaikan semuanya menarik dan berkualitas serta tentu menyentuh setiap pribadi umat Nya.

Dimulai dari pembicara, mereka masih muda namun berkompeten dalam bidangnya masing-masing. Setiap pembicara yang pernah ku temui dalam acara ini memiliki satu kesamaan yang luar biasa yang tidak dapat kudapati di sembarang orang dan tempat. Apa itu? Inner Beauty :), Subhanallah mereka begitu cantik sebagai seorang muslimah sejati, berbalut gamis dan hijab yang begitu indah menambah aura yang begitu mempesona. Sebagai seorang wanita saja aku tak sanggup melepas pandangan ku dari kebeningan dan ketentraman yang mereka bawa dan hal itu begitu menambah kesyahduan suasana

Materi? Tentunya sangat menarik yang dikemas dengan persoalan yang sangat dekat dengan

kehidupan sehari-hari. Menyeimbangkan kehidupan di dunia dan akhirat, itu sisi yang dapat diambil dari

setiap materi yang didapatkan. Setiap materi yang dibahas akan secara langsung atau tidak langsung akan menyentuh sisi kemanusiaan mu baik sebagai makhluk sosial ataupun sebagai seorang muslim yang sesungguhnya. Tentu proses ini akan memberikan mu pembelajaran untuk menjadi manusia yang lebih baik lagi.

Dalam materi yang disampaikan hari ini Annishaf edisi November “Serial Finding a True Love” mengambil tema “Ketika Cintaku Karena Allah” dengan pembicara Tri Erniati, S.Far, Apt  yang memiliki nama pena (NajmThree).

Dan moto hidup beliau adalah
Do Something to Get Mardhotillah

Apa yang dibahas dalam pertemuan kali ini?

Secara garis besar  ini dia.

·         Kata c.i.n.t.a

Cinta adalah gerak jiwa sang pencinta kepada yang dicintainya. (Ibnul Qoyyim)

Cinta adalah Ketulusan jiwa untuk memberi, untuk berbagi, untuk saling melengkapi, untuk mengabdikan diri, dengan sandaran ridho ilahi.

Cinta hadir dari kebeningan hati, dan ketulusan jiwa. Bila bukan karena itu semua, maka ia hanyalah rasa yang terpaksa.

-NajmThree-

·         Ingin di cintai Allah?

1. Kenalilah Allah lebih dekat. (Ma’rifatullah), lalui Cintai Allah

}  Kenali Allah bukan dari dzat-Nya, tapi dari tanda-tanda kebesaran-Nya

}  Apa saja yang Allah suka? Amal apa? Taati, lakukan

}  Apa saja yang Allah tidak suka? Jauhi

}  Cintai apa-apa yang Allah cinta, misalnya cinta ilmu, cinta shodaqoh, cinta qiyamul lail, cinta Al-Qur’an, dll.

2. Kenalilah siapa-siapa saja yang dicintai Allah

}  “Katakanlah (Muhammad), jika kamu mencintai Allah, ikutilah aku, niscaya Allah mencintaimu dan mengampuni dosa-dosamu. Allah Maha Pengampun, Maha Penyayang.” (Q.S. Ali’Imran : 31)

3. Berdo’alah :

}  “Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku memohon kepada-Mu rasa cinta-Mu, dan kecintaan orang yang mencintai-Mu, dan amal yang mendekatkanku kepada cinta-Mu. Ya Allah, jadikanlah kecintaan kepada-Mu lebih aku cintai daripada diriku sendiri, keluargaku, dan dari air yang dingin.” (H.R At-Tirmidzi).

Jika ingin cinta karena Allah berlabuh pada jodoh sejati, Maka :

- Pantaskan diri dihadapan-Nya. Allah kan pantaskan diri kita dengan jodoh  terbaik.

“   ..Wanita-wanita yang baik untuk laki-laki yang baik, dan laki-laki yang baik untuk wanita-wanita yang baik pula..” (Q.S. An-Nuur : 26)

-Pantaskan diri dihadapan-Nya, dengan apa?

-          Tingkatkan kualitas diri, tingkatkan ibadah, tingkatkan potensi, tingkatkan prestasi

-          Perbaiki segala kekurangan diri, Tobati segala kesalahan.

Dan dibawah ini dalah kata-kata yang tertuang langsung untuk mewakii semuanya dari sang Penulis

Ketika Cintaku karena Allah. Aku tak akan pernah kecewa. Karena Ia selalu datangkan bahagia.

Ketika Cintaku karena Allah. Aku merasa berharga. Cukup bagiku hanya Allah segalanya.

Ketika Cintaku karena Allah.

Aku terus yakini selamanya. Dialah Sang Pemilik Cinta di jagat raya.

Ketika Cintaku karena Allah. Aku dapati cahaya. Yang mengantarkanku berlabuh di pintu Syurga.

(NajmThree)

Semoga bermanfaat semua :)

bad

Today? 

Whats wrong?

Everything is wrong .

it started from mid day my heart was so grumpy obviously yesterday.
I knew the reason, but those matter was so privat so couldn’t tellin more in here. It was so disturb my peace of mind and made chaos everything. Liked my sorrow getting over there.
and guess what its more complicated today and more over I can’t force my deepest heart to let it be uyeeaaaahh

Hem
whats ur feeling if someone chased away?

u’ll try to take everything become one again?

but how when u felt theres wrong but only you who felt that?

how?

Menyedihkan bukan? :’)

Just only u who thought this matter, so pitiful and it was the way of fooling urself . In the rough side I felt that and those matter isn't appropriate wit ur aspectation

do u now when u felt that u are nothing?

that what u’ve done is something which vainly?
Or there isn’t good impression on it?

So whats ur feeling?

So sad mainly, it seems broken down and all alone now. I have been bound by the shackles of my painself.
“just follow what the rule which u take!”
bukan jawaban itu yang mau didengar,
“take it back normally!”
jawaban itu yang diharap, but it couldn’t happened :)

Suppressed by all my childish fears that everything goes around, and u cant makin real what u want, even more hold on it too.
and the insertion of my heart,  im so troubling today

Manage it

Time is a very important commodity when u are a colleger, there simply never seem to be enough of it to go around. You will need to attend classes, study, complete homework assignments haa -.-, work on research, eat, sleep, perhaps hold down a part-time job , and maybe actually find to relax for a moment or two ( I hope).

If u manage ur time wisely, ull find that theres is enough time to do all these things. One valuable tool in time management is to monitor how u spend ur time for a week. I never do it exactly. Then, after u spend a week monitoring ur time, u can evaluate what u have done with ur time and learn to make the best use of it. during the week of personal time monitoring, u should divide each twenty-four hour day into some blocks, so each day has part blocks of time. I thought that would wrote down how i spend my free period. At the end of a week, i'll see just how much time i have spent productively and how much time i have not.

nice words

Tidak ada tanggal yang terlalu spesial bagi semua orang sekaligus,

Tapi semua orang setidaknya akan mengingat suatu tanggal tertentu di kalender mereka,

Anak sekolahan akan kegirangan jika tanggal di kalender mereka berwarna merah,

Pasangan muda melingkari tanggal mereka bersatu,

Seragam abu akan merasa waswas jika tanggal ujian mendekat,

Dan aku harus pulang ke rumah tepat waktu pada satu tanggal di antara 360-an tanggal lainnya,

Bukan karena ada dalil yang mewajibkan demikian,

Bukan untuk selamatan, apalagi perayaan,

Tapi peringatan,

Peringatan agar kita –kau dan aku- ingat,

Bahwa ada satu satuan yang hanya punya operasi tambah, dan memang selalu bertambah, serta tak bisa seenaknya kau ubah nilainya,

Kecuali mungkin kalau kau berhasil mengubah laci meja menjadi mesin waktu, maka aku harus buru-buru merevisi tulisan ini.

Tapi, biarlah apa adanya.

Karena toh yang lalu-lalu akan hilang lama-lama.

Hanya saja kalau bisa, aku ingin agar ada satu hak cipta unik yang didaftarkan untuk setiap doa yang kau layangkan,

Supaya pun hari ini telah lewat, dan matahari yang baru akan muncul satu demi satu,

Aku tetap bisa mengingat bahwa secara teoretis aku harus membayar 3 satuan terima kasih untuk bisa mengklaim doa-doa itu.

Intinya, thanks a ton for the day, siapapun ‘kau’ itu, dan apapun ‘aku’ ini.

created by: MRR

personality

 Often people use term personality as an easy way of explaining person’s behavior.

Someone says that “she is a good saleswoman because she is extrovert or my uncle is hard to get along with cause he has an authoritarian personality”.

Actually the concept of personality doesn’t explain anything bout the person’s behavior. Instead, the concept of personality is descriptive one. It relates to specific behavioral traits of an individual.

It describes the individual’s specific adoption to his or her cultural surroundings.

We might define personality as the basic organization of people that determines the uniqueness of their interaction with themselves, with other and with nohuman aspect s of their environment.

The basic organization refers to structure of personality how it is put together and the relationships among the various parts, it concerns the total physical , intellectual, and imotional structure of the individual.

The personality structure determines the uniqueness of the individual’s interaction. Now two personalities are alike.

All persons have their own way of interacting with themselves and with their environment and the way they interact with others.

Human interaction always brings bout some change in the individual. This change takes place very slowly. It is generally not noticeable from day to day.

Nevertheless the personality is charging constantly

Personalities do not all charge at the same rate. For ex, the child change very rapidly in both physical and intellectual aspects of personality.

However  every personality undergoes constant, gradual change as the individual interacts with the others

The personality of individual their basic organization is blending of all the factors present in their particular social situation with whatever traits they inherit biologically.

This bring us to one age old question with

is more important, heredity or environment? 

  

:)

Happy today :)

so fast

Today is the third week since he passed away.

My deepest sorrow was fade away even haven't get normally yet but Alhamdulillah. Those not easy as i thought to recovery everything. Yeah i just lost all of my life senses, i was stressed out, its like the worlds crashing down and dont know how to do.

How do i get through my life without u? what can life would that be?
It’s just not fair brings more trouble than it all is worth and life preasures me down, i always thought it at first but i know that was Rencana Allah  :').
Allah knows what the best destiny or way for us, believe it,,

Actually so hard to come back at first cause his presence still lingers here and it haunts me more over, dont mind i love with it instead so i can remember  how beautiful  life is when we're being a complete family.

Theres a lot things bout him. And his sketchy.........

He is the second son, playing football become his hobby (i knew it from his close friend hem), he always use glasses as same as me and watch on left hand side. Qanita always called him with "uak kumis" nick wkwk, cause he has dense mustache. he loves noodle so much, when he being in home ordered noodle to me or mom became his tradition which has to done. He has dark brown skin, even he passed up to 50 years old but he still strong enough and more handsome.


He always taught bout truly life meaning, sorry dad if i didnt hear ur advices seriously but definitely i got it.
He is wise, simple person and having great personality.
i was regret cause ive not longer time to know well who he is, yeah its so hard to tell bout our situation and condition matters which made distance for everything. Although our intensity not too much to have meeting but im very grateful that ive became part of his life and so was me.

i will miss his kindness, his mustache :p, his calling which ask my news or just ask me to keep my eat rule , studying and dont late to sleep at night.

people on my surrounding especially all of beloved friends always keep taking care and be there for me too. they tried to cheer me up, took my pain and burried em away... so helped. Their support made this faith to continuing the way come on top again.
 U need the others to heal heaviness inside urs. Thanks all :*

Rise up and take the power back, it's time that. Putting my defenses up and keep running thats should be do.

Somehow I have to find and as I try to make my way to the ordinary world I will learn to survive.

i just want our dream come true in the end as what u want it too and becoming ur proud daughter.

Even u're far away now, but i know u are shining on me from heaven to keeps me alive :)

My dearest papa :')

Bermulai dari mana, entahlah dan mulai lah
Duka itu datang begitu mendadak, bahkan aku tak sanggup untuk menerima nya. 

Selasa, 6 Agustus 2013 kami mendapat kabar yang tak mengenakkan dari kakek ku.
yah papa ku tersayang telah pergi untuk selama-lamanya. Tak percaya, rasanya begitu perih dan pedih menjadi satu. Kami berduka dan bahkan sampai sekarang pun rasanya masih begitu berat menyadari bahwa papa telah tiada. Ini memang manusiawi, namun kami mencoba mengikhlaskannya. Semua sudah catatan yang Maha Kuasa, papa sudah tenang di alamnya, yang bisa kami lakukan sekarang hanyalah mendoakan agar ia diberikan tempat yang paling mulia di sisi-Nya aamiiin. Yang tenang yah pah disana :')

Bye

And for the third times it happened again. Yeah one of our lovely friend left us behind. Fadhly Yusuf or ucup or om (thats my daily nick for him) have entered as a new colleger at University of Indonesia, physics majoring. Great achievment actually and im so proudly with it. Congrats ucup, but in my deep part that made me sad cause ive lost one more.

I knew that he has moved to UI yesterday when i was talking to my friends and that news shocked me out, bad news or good news?????
i still dont believe it, and i dont want more over. At night, we have dinner with our class as missing time gathering and in the end of that we held farewell party for ucup, aahhhh i cant hold out my tears. We felt pain to let him go.

umm, he's nice person with every credibility, integrity and talent which he has. He also full of humorous. A fun name like "ucup the explorer, ucup yang tertukar, catatan si ucup, etc" was created as pleasant joke in class. "untung nenek gua penyanyi cilik!" is one of my favorite joke of him hahaha. how i can describe all things, when i saw at the first time ucup was so wise, so nice, and everything seem to good. His kindness, leadership, responsibility was reflected on him, his influence and contribution get more for our class improvement. It made me hard to realize that he will  not with us anymore, though we still can meet but it would be different. We will missing u my friend, and im crying remembering how hard the time was. I missed we spent our time together as first when Alm.Ayu, Atho and Arya had been here too and now ucup turns who will leave us. The days were slipping past and the good things never last. Success for u ucup,,,

Things have seem to changed
There’s one thing that’s still the same
In my heart you have remained
Hoping the best for u guys always in their own way
Hoping its adorable friendship ever

sincerely, eka

huhuhu

And now this dyspepsia brought suffer a relapse hem again and again got some tangled cause feeling dizzy too and warm body mixed one. So hurt when slight stomach upset maybe it was like heartache when ure brokenheart that proper by Demi Lovato's song "Heart Attack" :p (its not related in fact haha). This illness represented of my eating rule which was wrong probably. Concealing it with flat action became a solution to hide from the others hihi.  i tried to didnt depend by the medicine but sometimes... need it still in the end.

So what should i do if this pain come closer without that?
well ive some tricks to get back normal, though it way dont as fast as reaction of medicine but it would help me even just for a while, first just laying on bed and ill press of pain part source smoothly and it will stabilize at the first. Sometimes it proceed long time too like now, so i filled my recovery time to write this post hahah. The point is always keep ur eating rule to prevent bad things on u. who was wrong? not me not me and im okay :-D

Toy Story

One of my best animated film is Toy Story. I dont know why but I think it was so great plot and it is now widely considered to be one of the best animated films ever made hopely. This film was design to have more sequels. At least there was three series of this movie consist Toy Story 1 (1995), Toy story 2 (1999) and Toy story 3 (2010). Toy story is American computer animated family comedy film produced by Pixar Animation Studios. The minning of this film is toys deeply want children to play with them, and that this desire drives their hopes, fears, and actions.

And its time for well know main cast of this fillm

•  Woody (Tom Hanks)

      handsome and charming creature in this film :p and mainly my favorite. A cowboy pull string doll. Sheriff Woody Pride is a cowboy, and Andy's favorite. Appearing in all three Toy Story films, he usually acts as the leader of the gang. His rivalry with Buzz forms the basis of the plot of the first film (he was jealous to him exactly hehe). In Toy Story 2, he is stolen at a yard sale by a toy collector, causing the other toys to embark on a rescue mission. In Toy Story 3 he and the other toys are shipped to a daycare.

 Tom Hanks

• Buzz Lightyear (Tim Allen)
  
  
  a space Ranger action figure. Buzz Lightyear is a "space ranger", and wears a    space suit     with       various features such as retractable wings and transparent helmet, a laser "weapon",   and various sound effects. In Toy Story, he begins the series and develops a rivalry with Woody, who resents him for getting more attention as the newcomer. He is extremely loyal to his friends. In Toy Story 2, Buzz goes to save Woody from Al with Potato Head, Ham, Rex, and Slink (Slinky Dog) where he gets stuck in the Buzz Lightyear aisle in Al's Toy Barn by another Buzz and finds out for himself what he was really like. In Toy Story 3, a friendship begins to develop between Buzz and Jessie.

  
  
  

  

  Tim Allen

•     Jessie

Jessica Jane "Jessie" Pride is a cowgirl, and part of the Woody's Round Up gang. She first appeared in Toy Story 2 along with Bullseye. Initially, Jessie was hesitant to join Andy's friends. After she becomes part of the family, she is very. In Toy Story 3, she was riding Bullseye when Woody fell off the train in Andy's opening sequence. She argued with Woody on their way to Sunnyside Daycare because of when the others think Andy threw them out. Later in the film, Jessie feels close with Buzz more close maybe, even when Buzz got switched into Spanish. At the end, Jessie and Buzz danced to the Spanish version of "You've Got a Friend in Me"

Bullseye

And here the others cast of this movie

Mrs and Mr.Potato Head



Trex

Slinky Dog
Hamm (Piggy Bank)

Aliens

The Little Green Men

Based all of the series, Toy Story 3 gave me great impression bout friendship itself and very heart touching which tell us what would happen if u getting older to ur toys? are u still treat them as asual as before?

I never imagined that a movie like Toy Story 3 will make me burst in tears. It was a movie full of fun and laughter but at the same time the moral lesson is so heartwarming and deep. The third installment of the story between Woody, Buzz Light Year and his gang came to the point where Andy had to go to college and the fate of the toys were in the balance.

Andy was about to put his toys in the attic except for Woody who will go to College with Andy. Woody is the favorite toy of Andy. Suddenly his sister called her and the toys in a trash bag were thought to be trash by Andy's mother. The toys were then thrown in the trash stock but luckily they managed to get out and decided to go to Sunnyside Day Care and get donated because they thought Andy did not want them anymore.

Woody knowing the truth tried to convince everyone but no one would believe him. Everyone went to Sunnyside Day Care and met Lotso, a very huggable and cute bear. Woody decided to go back to Andy alone and there he encountered the realities of the day care and the story behind the bear.

It started the adventure of finding the real purpose of toys, getting back to Andy and staying together for one another. When Andy in the end decided the fate of his toys, Woody decided to go with the rest. This is the part where I like the most because it is very emotional.

The moral lesson of Toy Story 3 which I got it, well first, no matter what happens always stand united and no matter how difficult the problem seem to be it will work out fine, and second, those who love you will never ever hurt and leave you, believe it.