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Wednesday, July 24, 2013

huhuhu


And now this dyspepsia brought suffer a relapse hem again and again got some tangled cause feeling dizzy too and warm body mixed one. So hurt when slight stomach upset maybe it was like heartache when ure brokenheart that proper by Demi Lovato's song "Heart Attack" :p (its not related in fact haha). This illness represented of my eating rule which was wrong probably. Concealing it with flat action became a solution to hide from the others hihi.  i tried to didnt depend by the medicine but sometimes... need it still in the end.

So what should i do if this pain come closer without that?
well ive some tricks to get back normal, though it way dont as fast as reaction of medicine but it would help me even just for a while, first just laying on bed and ill press of pain part source smoothly and it will stabilize at the first. Sometimes it proceed long time too like now, so i filled my recovery time to write this post hahah. The point is always keep ur eating rule to prevent bad things on u. who was wrong? not me not me and im okay :-D

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Toy Story




One of my best animated film is Toy Story. I dont know why but I think it was so great plot and it is now widely considered to be one of the best animated films ever made hopely. This film was design to have more sequels. At least there was three series of this movie consist Toy Story 1 (1995), Toy story 2 (1999) and Toy story 3 (2010). Toy story is American computer animated family comedy film produced by Pixar Animation Studios. The minning of this film is toys deeply want children to play with them, and that this desire drives their hopes, fears, and actions.
And its time for well know main cast of this fillm
  •  Woody (Tom Hanks)
      handsome and charming creature in this film :p and mainly my favorite. A cowboy pull string doll. Sheriff Woody Pride is a cowboy, and Andy's favorite. Appearing in all three Toy Story films, he usually acts as the leader of the gang. His rivalry with Buzz forms the basis of the plot of the first film (he was jealous to him exactly hehe). In Toy Story 2, he is stolen at a yard sale by a toy collector, causing the other toys to embark on a rescue mission. In Toy Story 3 he and the other toys are shipped to a daycare.

 Tom Hanks



  • Buzz Lightyear (Tim Allen)

    a space Ranger action figure. Buzz Lightyear is a "space ranger", and wears a    space suit     with       various features such as retractable wings and transparent helmet, a laser "weapon",   and various sound effects. In Toy Story, he begins the series and develops a rivalry with Woody, who resents him for getting more attention as the newcomer. He is extremely loyal to his friends. In Toy Story 2, Buzz goes to save Woody from Al with Potato Head, Ham, Rex, and Slink (Slinky Dog) where he gets stuck in the Buzz Lightyear aisle in Al's Toy Barn by another Buzz and finds out for himself what he was really like. In Toy Story 3, a friendship begins to develop between Buzz and Jessie.


    Tim Allen


     Jessie

Jessica Jane "Jessie" Pride is a cowgirl, and part of the Woody's Round Up gang. She first appeared in Toy Story 2 along with Bullseye. Initially, Jessie was hesitant to join Andy's friends. After she becomes part of the family, she is very. In Toy Story 3, she was riding Bullseye when Woody fell off the train in Andy's opening sequence. She argued with Woody on their way to Sunnyside Daycare because of when the others think Andy threw them out. Later in the film, Jessie feels close with Buzz more close maybe, even when Buzz got switched into Spanish. At the end, Jessie and Buzz danced to the Spanish version of "You've Got a Friend in Me"




Bullseye
And here the others cast of this movie

Mrs and Mr.Potato Head



Trex
Slinky Dog
Hamm (Piggy Bank)

Aliens

The Little Green Men

Based all of the series, Toy Story 3 gave me great impression bout friendship itself and very heart touching which tell us what would happen if u getting older to ur toys? are u still treat them as asual as before?




I never imagined that a movie like Toy Story 3 will make me burst in tears. It was a movie full of fun and laughter but at the same time the moral lesson is so heartwarming and deep. The third installment of the story between Woody, Buzz Light Year and his gang came to the point where Andy had to go to college and the fate of the toys were in the balance.
Andy was about to put his toys in the attic except for Woody who will go to College with Andy. Woody is the favorite toy of Andy. Suddenly his sister called her and the toys in a trash bag were thought to be trash by Andy's mother. The toys were then thrown in the trash stock but luckily they managed to get out and decided to go to Sunnyside Day Care and get donated because they thought Andy did not want them anymore.
Woody knowing the truth tried to convince everyone but no one would believe him. Everyone went to Sunnyside Day Care and met Lotso, a very huggable and cute bear. Woody decided to go back to Andy alone and there he encountered the realities of the day care and the story behind the bear.
It started the adventure of finding the real purpose of toys, getting back to Andy and staying together for one another. When Andy in the end decided the fate of his toys, Woody decided to go with the rest. This is the part where I like the most because it is very emotional.
The moral lesson of Toy Story 3 which I got it, well first, no matter what happens always stand united and no matter how difficult the problem seem to be it will work out fine, and second, those who love you will never ever hurt and leave you, believe it.


Wednesday, July 17, 2013

umm



My feeling was different recently. Theres busy nowhere, made me thought about everything even just something which didnt understand to think. Sometimes i felt alone with places that look the same and im the only difference, just me, myself, and i. umm i think ive got fickle heart syndrom -_- .  Thought bout past or everything that bothering my mind impacted feel flat now, and confused to determines the future thats activities when weird situation coming up. This matter goes around in my head.


Normally could not sleep and to filled that usually listen to music became fine way out or brood myself to sleep hehe. So sad indeed and like theres hole part in my heart that exploded at the time. How it getting more complicated? this eyes to tears while facing this matter sometimes, for a minute there i lose my sense and get stuck in the middle . Well it was me with a sensitivity that I have as an ordinary girl.


it is also used to bring myself prefer caves, old habits and regular action right?  yapp, doesnt mean you lonely when ure alone i personally believe it. Alone its needed as a powerful way for self introspection and to stabilize ur troubled heart. But when u feel so all alone, telling someone who'll listen can reduce ur heaviness too and made u feel relieved, as same as i feel in that way.


And always, so tired actually have sensitivities like this, I tried to ignore it like the others, but im not as that kind person. i cant run for myself and theres nowhere to hide.
Life must go on, there is no easy things happen in life. there will be such a matter to make me grow up and be more mature.

Monday, July 15, 2013

Little Little



There was two little cute children who always accompanied me in daily life at home. Dua gadis mungil ini anaknya tante dan mereka kakak beradik, Qanita & Lintang. September tahun ini Qanita umurnya 3 tahun dan Lintang bulan ini baru berumur 6 bulan hehe jadi lagi lucu lucunya tuh kalau Qanita sih lagi nakal-nakalnya -.-. And here they are


Qanita
Lintang


Qanita sih agak chinese gitu mirip banget sama si om, trus kelopak matanya juga ngga ada karena sipit hehe,  tapi kalau Lintang kayanya ngga ada masalah deh kecuali kupingnya yang agak caplang tapi tetep ngegemesin..
Iseng iseng Lintang gue pakein jilbab, jadi kaya gini deh dia













Lucu kan hahah :D. Susah loh fotoin dia pake jilbab, ngga betah kali ya but finally I got her cute pic :)

Time Goes By


Oke bahas tentang waktu aja deh ya. Waktu itu cepet banget dan banyak momen yang sudah dilewati selama ini,

Dimulai dari masa TK, masa dimana gue sering banget beli mainan di abang abang langganan yang suka nongkrong di depan TK dulu dan belum lama gue liat abang abang itu masih jualan disana wow. Terus main sama grup cowo kesukaan gue yang membernya Teguh, Diki, Anggih dan Azizi, hem serasa mereka adalah bodyguard pibadi karena guelah member cewe satu satunya dari grup ini. Didukung sama mama mama kita yang suka main bareng jadilah anak anaknya juga ikut main. Kata nyokap sih seringnya gue ngga mau pulang kalau udah main kerumah mereka, trus jadi sedih gitu kalau harus pulang . Dari keempat cowo diatas, Azizi lah yang ngga tau kabarnya gimana sekarang. Tapi pasti baik baik aja sih kayanya, dan semoga

Masa SD? hemm udah agak gedean deh kayanya. Seragam merah putih, rok diatas lutut hehe, Pernah sewaktu ketika pas kelas 6, gue di tegur sama guru agama, Bu Ijah namanya gara gara rok gue yang udah kelewat pendek. Setelah gue bilang ke nyokap, dengan santainya nyokap bilang gini "bentar lagi kamu lulus ini, tanggung" -.-. Alasan itu pun langsung gue sampaikan ke Bu Ijah eh tapi kok dia ngga mempermasalakan lagi ya, bagus deh hihi. Di bangku SD, paling deket tuh sama Pipit, Eki, Tanti, Agung. Fetty juga deket sih, cuma belum akrab banget soalnya dia cengeng, gampang nangis gitu makanya jarang ditemenin *jahatnya. Dari temen temen diatas, Agung lah yang paling pinter. Dia kompetitor terberat waktu SD, seberat body nya dulu :p tapi emang pinter sih ya jadi ya seneng aja main bareng dia. Masa SD itu masanya gue main barbie, yapp ngoleksiin baju dan sepatunya yang lucu trus beli seperangkat perlengkapan barbie nya juga kaya tempat tidur, meja rias, lemari dll. Ngoleksi berbagai macam bando, jepitan juga sama gelang gelangan gitu yang keliatan kece kalau dipake ke sekolah haha, ngoleksiin hansaplast yang bewarna warni #sindrom film Petualangan Sherina, main karet, main sepeda dan kadang minta diboncengin juga, gantian jadi pemimpin upacara sama Agung, ikutan lomba bareng Agung, mulai berantem sama temen cewe hem bahkan cowo sih dan mulai suka sukaan hehe. Ngga nyangka, sama sama ikut tes STAN namun gagal, lalu pending kuliah bareng, dan ikut snmptn juga, akhirnya dipertemukan sama Agung lagi di UIN haha sekampus deh sekarang bareng mas Gun.

Kita ke masa SMP, mulai berjilbab saat sekolah karena aturannya ya harus mengenakan jibab bagi wanita muslim. Pisah sama Agung dan Tanti, dan temen deket? Fetty pilihannya :), udah ngga cengeng dia dan ternyata kita punya kepribadian yang hampir sama trus jadi deket banget deh sampe sekarang. Main sama Nunuy, Windy, Mayang dan Wawan juga. Mulai ngikutin organisasi, osis dan sempet ikut paskibra tapi keluar karena terbentur izin orangtua (lebih tepatnya nyokap ngga suka karena katanya gue jadi dekil dan kaya ngga keurus wkwk). Seragam putih biru, dengan sepatu sneakers hitam putih, dan tas ransel hijau selalu menemani hari-hari gue selama 3 tahun terakhir di saat itu. Masih main dan ngoleksi barbie juga tapi udah ngga seintens pas zaman SD, ketemu temen lama gue, Irvan yang waktu SD tiba-tiba pindah, actually he was one of my close friend in that time jadi sedih gitu pas dia pindah, oh ya di masa SMP gue tampil lebih feminin :p

SMA. I think this is a great moment. Seragam putih abu-abu, berjilbab, sepatu hitam, tas ransel coklat itu perlengkapan di SMA. Temen paling deket deket deket banget ya Dian selain itu Adre :). Kelas 1 sekelas sama Dian dan bahkan jadi chairmate tapi udah sering main sama Adre juga karena kita satu ekskul. Kelas 2 pisah sama Dian, gue sekelas sama Adre. Dikelas 2 ini gue ngerasa persaudaraan antar teman sekelasnya jalan banget, solid juga, PHOBIA nama kelasnya. Kelas 3 pisah sama Adre dan nama kelas 3 gue yaitu Brafouria. Brafouria itu kepanjangan dari Brain Four IPA, karena kelas tiga dulu tuh di X11 IPA 4. Oh ya selama 3 Tahun di SMA, Irma si gadis gahul dari Kotabumi adalah temen sejati gue karena kita selalu sekelas haha jadi deket juga sama irmahe. Dimasa SMA gue udah stop main barbie nya, diojekkin Dian selama 3 tahun dan langganan telat bareng Dian juga :p, main bareng PHOBS dan Brafouria, sempet pacaran tapi udahan di awal kelas 3 :), Ikut ekskul KIR (karya Ilmiah Remaja) tapi kabur kaburan, dan kucing kucingan bareng Dian kalau ketemu Bu Entin (Guru Agama) pas ekskul karena ngga pake kerudung hehe.

Dan sekarang udah jadi mahasiswa. Ngekost, mulai manage keuangan bulanan, ikut arisan kelas dan himpunan haha, ikut organisasi himpunan jurusan, main sama math 2012, berantem beranteman sama Botak, ngajar privat, belajar bareng kalau mau uts atau uas, sering ke sevel buat beli hot chocolate (ikutan Vina ghina), mau ikut sp di akhir semester 2 kemarin tapi ngga jadi dan mulai menentukan pilihan untuk spesifikasi jurusan. Pemikiran kita sekarang juga udah mulai mengarah untuk jadi sumber daya manusia yang siap di lingkungan kerja.
banyak yang sudah terlewatkan, dan banyak yang akan menanti didepan.

"Nanti jadi apa? Nanti jadi apa?" pertanyaan ini sering banget muncul dan jawabannya belum juga ditemui sampai sekarang. Beberapa pilihan sudah terfikirkan namun rasanya masih gamang. Diusia 20 tahun, sepertinya kemandirian dan kedewasaan diri ini juga belum sepenuhnya terbentuk. Namun masih ada waktu yang akan membentuk pribadi ini menjadi pribadi yang seharusnya. Whats gonna be in the end its all the times. Yang penting sekarang bagaimana caranya bisa menyelesaikan kuliah dengan maksimal, lulus, dan berkarir di bidang yang sesuai harapan
  

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Heartstring

I found this....

Ada perasaan yang membuatku tertegun saat menatapmu
Perasaan yang selalu ingin kurasakan walaupun pada akhirnya ada perih yang selalu hadir menghampiri
Kamu memiliki sesuatu yang membuatku merasa nyaman di dekatmu
Kamu sahabatku, dia juga sahabatku
Tidak adil rasanya jika terus aku yang mendapatkan waktu dan senyummu
Hatimu jelas lebih memilih dia, memang bukan sebagai kekasih tetapi sebagai seorang yang sanggup melepas senyummu
Seorang yang mengerti dirimu, seorang yang pandai membuat dirimu nyaman, seorang yang bahkan sanggup membuatmu melupakanku

Benar jika sekarang aku cemburu melihatmu membunuh waktu luangmu bersamanya
Benar jika kukatakan aku ingin melihat kalian begitu dekat
Biarkan ini tetap seperti ini dan biar waktu yang mengajari ku kuat melihat kalian

Aku menjauhimu bukan karena aku ingin
Aku hanya berusaha menjaga persahabatan aku dengan dia dan aku denganmu
Biar seperti ini, tetap aku denganmu dan aku dengannya, bukan aku, kamu dan dia
Aku berusaha meneguhkan hatiku, hatiku jika aku bahagia seperti ini
Walau aku berusaha menghindar dan menjauhimu, itu bukan karena aku senang melakukannya
Tapi karena ingin menjaga keadaan kamu dan dia yang seperti ini
Aku ingin tetap seperti ini walau bukan bagian dari rutinitasmu

when I read this, so confused to understood what the author want to do. Defending both of them by his way? his way which right assumed or right in real I dont know. but I think, making distance isnt wise cause it will hurt her/his or maybe their. you would feel bitterness when lost someone who you care . Never change ur habbit and keeping each other 

Ini Liburannya...

Dan akhirnya tibalah saatnya liburan di akhir semester dua ini. Liburan selama 2 bulan kedepan akan gua isi untuk beberapa hal, salah satunya yaitu untuk ber sp ria bersama teman-teman di Math 2012 wkwk. Yapp kalkulus, mata kuliah andalan di jurusan matematika ini menjadi momok yang sangat menakutkan #buat sebagian besar mahasiswa, including me :p. Di semester pertama kalkulus 1 terlaksana dengan sangat lancar, namun apa yang terjadi di kalkulus 2? hem tidaaaaaaaaak -.- . Sedih? pastinya iya, tapi ngga apa apa deh emang setimpal juga sih sama pemahaman yang gua dapet. Ngga maksimal itu sebabnya, jadi yah wajar kalau hasilnya kurang memuaskan. Wish we get better result then, guys :)

Friday, July 5, 2013

who you are

I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error
I nearly left the real me on the shelf
no,no, no,

To lose it all in the blur of the start
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!

Yes ? he goes, fake shows
Like "wow", just go, and leave me alone
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile
That's my own