bad

Today? 

Whats wrong?

Everything is wrong .

it started from mid day my heart was so grumpy obviously yesterday.
I knew the reason, but those matter was so privat so couldn’t tellin more in here. It was so disturb my peace of mind and made chaos everything. Liked my sorrow getting over there.
and guess what its more complicated today and more over I can’t force my deepest heart to let it be uyeeaaaahh

Hem
whats ur feeling if someone chased away?

u’ll try to take everything become one again?

but how when u felt theres wrong but only you who felt that?

how?

Menyedihkan bukan? :’)

Just only u who thought this matter, so pitiful and it was the way of fooling urself . In the rough side I felt that and those matter isn't appropriate wit ur aspectation

do u now when u felt that u are nothing?

that what u’ve done is something which vainly?
Or there isn’t good impression on it?

So whats ur feeling?

So sad mainly, it seems broken down and all alone now. I have been bound by the shackles of my painself.
“just follow what the rule which u take!”
bukan jawaban itu yang mau didengar,
“take it back normally!”
jawaban itu yang diharap, but it couldn’t happened :)

Suppressed by all my childish fears that everything goes around, and u cant makin real what u want, even more hold on it too.
and the insertion of my heart,  im so troubling today